I stopped waiting. Wished I was the one. Your presence washes away any worry, your touch drains out any insecurity. Safe and at ease, more than willing to submit to you completely. Giving you the power was an honor. Knowing you was a blessing. But you were right, all you could offer is maybes and… Continue reading You were right
Author: michelleakj
Just not for me
Well that was short lived. Jeez I need to stop writing about you. Last one I hope. I can’t believe that you still managed to get one up. Always bringing pain that hurts so good. I’d like to believe that we are the same but.. you know what? I have nothing more to say. I’ve… Continue reading Just not for me
Distant memory
Hey, how are you? How have you been? You appeared in my dreams. Both of you. Woke up confused looking for you, only to realize very shortly after that I went to bed alone. Seeing you in my dreams is the closest I can get to you for now. It's so nice to see you… Continue reading Distant memory
Here we go again
I was hoping you’d text one day, never expected that it will ever happen but here you are. I listened to Locksmith by Sadie Jean and rehearsed for this day. Despite that, it seems like no amount of preparation is enough once I hear you say hi again. The time spent getting over the high… Continue reading Here we go again
Choose me, or not
It’s okay. You not choosing me. Thought there might have been more to the story, but maybe I have mistaken comfort for love. They would always say things like "you are great but", then come up with a reason basically to tell you that they are not going to choose you. We didn’t need to… Continue reading Choose me, or not