Do you really? You remembered all that but not my birthday. You heart-reacted to one of my many messages like I was a Facebook post. You paid for our dinners but expense them off like I was a business client. You started writing back only days later like I was work to you, then tell… Continue reading “I really hope you’re doing well”
Category: Mental Health
I’m a fraud
Some days are harder. Glass half empty, glass half full. Dreams and goals seem farther but “this would be great content” when it’s all over. “You can’t be too depressed” because nobody wants to constantly see someone so vocal about being sad. My exhaustion peaking as I draft those texts for at least an hour,… Continue reading I’m a fraud
Nobody talks about this or that
Nobody talks about how hard it is to build a connection again after so many failed attempts, and worse of all, after someone you thought you could rely on for the rest of your life gives up because remember when I said I hate to feel at all? Yeah, took that chance. Although for the… Continue reading Nobody talks about this or that
Walking away
Walking away to force myself to move on. I healed, I chased, I stuck through it all. And for what? Maybe it wasn't meant to came off this way but I felt blindsided. I was hoping that someday you could tell my feelings for you were true. So real you could almost touch. What I… Continue reading Walking away
You were right
I stopped waiting. Wished I was the one. Your presence washes away any worry, your touch drains out any insecurity. Safe and at ease, more than willing to submit to you completely. Giving you the power was an honor. Knowing you was a blessing. But you were right, all you could offer is maybes and… Continue reading You were right
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