Some days are harder. Glass half empty, glass half full. Dreams and goals seem farther but “this would be great content” when it’s all over. “You can’t be too depressed” because nobody wants to constantly see someone so vocal about being sad. My exhaustion peaking as I draft those texts for at least an hour,… Continue reading I’m a fraud
Category: Life
Nobody talks about this or that
Nobody talks about how hard it is to build a connection again after so many failed attempts, and worse of all, after someone you thought you could rely on for the rest of your life gives up because remember when I said I hate to feel at all? Yeah, took that chance. Although for the… Continue reading Nobody talks about this or that
Don’t you dare
You're one of the same. In fact, worst than the rest. Weak, is what you are. Projecting because you're so afraid to face your own demons, you started digging for mine. Who granted you the authority to paint the portrait of my emotions? You kept telling me that I need help - do I actually… Continue reading Don’t you dare
Breathing the same air
You're here now, but I hear nothing from you. Relieved but somewhat sad. Relieved because I wouldn't know what to respond, or whether if I should. Sad because I could, still, recall the period I had prayed so hard - to have a little more time with you, to be able to keep you. God… Continue reading Breathing the same air
Walking away
Walking away to force myself to move on. I healed, I chased, I stuck through it all. And for what? Maybe it wasn't meant to came off this way but I felt blindsided. I was hoping that someday you could tell my feelings for you were true. So real you could almost touch. What I… Continue reading Walking away
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