I left because I wasn't enough for you. You were so nice to everyone even when they didn't deserve it. I'm not like that so I appreciated that you are. I left because you always let things go my way. You let me win fights, you let me pick where to eat, you let me… Continue reading This Is Why I Left
I Hate To Feel At All
I hate it as much as I feel. It always puts me on the losing end. And I hate that. I thought I mastered feeling nothing and to just let things be (for better or worse) but here's the catch - when you let things be, feelings will get involved if it takes off to… Continue reading I Hate To Feel At All
Something Out Of Everything
Alcohol is a booster. Nights are terrifying. It is when you could say anything, would say everything and might even do... things. Even if it doesn't make sense, or even if it made complete sense. It makes you wonder when you're sober. It makes you think when you get sober. It keeps you up at… Continue reading Something Out Of Everything
We Had
We have the same goals, same dreams. We had. I wanted a marriage, you wanted a promise. I wanted a home, you wanted a family. I wanted you and you wanted me. We had it all. Then it became me needing assurance, you seeing it as disturbance. You needing time, me seeing it as avoidance.… Continue reading We Had
What I’ve Been Up To
Hi. Some of you might know me as the one who is always sad or angry, or both. So if you don't already know, I have a YouTube channel and I have been taking breaks very so often. I feel like I need to explain myself whenever I do, so much that it all feels… Continue reading What I’ve Been Up To
