You make a big speech about love but nothing about it do you know. You tell people what you want but never exactly what you can bring to the table. “Me” you said confidently as they wonder what about you that’s worthy. You can say all you want, and sell whatever. At the end of… Continue reading You don’t get it
Tag: Self-Improvement
I’m a fraud
Some days are harder. Glass half empty, glass half full. Dreams and goals seem farther but “this would be great content” when it’s all over. “You can’t be too depressed” because nobody wants to constantly see someone so vocal about being sad. My exhaustion peaking as I draft those texts for at least an hour,… Continue reading I’m a fraud
You were right
I stopped waiting. Wished I was the one. Your presence washes away any worry, your touch drains out any insecurity. Safe and at ease, more than willing to submit to you completely. Giving you the power was an honor. Knowing you was a blessing. But you were right, all you could offer is maybes and… Continue reading You were right
Here we go again
I was hoping you’d text one day, never expected that it will ever happen but here you are. I listened to Locksmith by Sadie Jean and rehearsed for this day. Despite that, it seems like no amount of preparation is enough once I hear you say hi again. The time spent getting over the high… Continue reading Here we go again
Coming home
The thought of returning to Singapore was nice. Back to where I came from, back to where I belong. Unfortunately what is supposed to be my safe haven has turned into a place I so desperately try to get out of. Didn't take me long to realize that it is some of those who were… Continue reading Coming home