Dear you, It’s me, isn't it? That's what I do because that is all I know. Mourning the death of my imagination. Grieving before I lose. Healing an anticipated wound, still, because you may be right. No I know. Yeah I know. But do you really? How much and for how long? Would it be… Continue reading It’s not your fault
Category: Life
You were right
I stopped waiting. Wished I was the one. Your presence washes away any worry, your touch drains out any insecurity. Safe and at ease, more than willing to submit to you completely. Giving you the power was an honor. Knowing you was a blessing. But you were right, all you could offer is maybes and… Continue reading You were right
Just not for me
Well that was short lived. Jeez I need to stop writing about you. Last one I hope. I can’t believe that you still managed to get one up. Always bringing pain that hurts so good. I’d like to believe that we are the same but.. you know what? I have nothing more to say. I’ve… Continue reading Just not for me
Distant memory
Hey, how are you? How have you been? You appeared in my dreams. Both of you. Woke up confused looking for you, only to realize very shortly after that I went to bed alone. Seeing you in my dreams is the closest I can get to you for now. It's so nice to see you… Continue reading Distant memory
Here we go again
I was hoping you’d text one day, never expected that it will ever happen but here you are. I listened to Locksmith by Sadie Jean and rehearsed for this day. Despite that, it seems like no amount of preparation is enough once I hear you say hi again. The time spent getting over the high… Continue reading Here we go again