Call it self sabotage or call it trauma. Sitting in my draft, this post began when I met a man I really liked; how I had imagined the goodbye would be if he was right. Now it’s going to end referencing a different man I really like, in a calmer way. White flag, already? Someone… Continue reading I don’t want it anymore
Tag: Heartbreak
Nobody talks about this or that
Nobody talks about how hard it is to build a connection again after so many failed attempts, and worse of all, after someone you thought you could rely on for the rest of your life gives up because remember when I said I hate to feel at all? Yeah, took that chance. Although for the… Continue reading Nobody talks about this or that
Breathing the same air
You're here now, but I hear nothing from you. Relieved but somewhat sad. Relieved because I wouldn't know what to respond, or whether if I should. Sad because I could, still, recall the period I had prayed so hard - to have a little more time with you, to be able to keep you. God… Continue reading Breathing the same air
Walking away
Walking away to force myself to move on. I healed, I chased, I stuck through it all. And for what? Maybe it wasn't meant to came off this way but I felt blindsided. I was hoping that someday you could tell my feelings for you were true. So real you could almost touch. What I… Continue reading Walking away
It’s not your fault
Dear you, It’s me, isn't it? That's what I do because that is all I know. Mourning the death of my imagination. Grieving before I lose. Healing an anticipated wound, still, because you may be right. No I know. Yeah I know. But do you really? How much and for how long? Would it be… Continue reading It’s not your fault
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